When I talk to myself in the mirror I say things that I'd never say aloud Like oh, maybe it's fear Or maybe I'm just proud To be a liar Oh to be a fool All cause of you All cause of you
When I talk to myself in the mirror I say things, and I wish they weren't true But the weight of this drink in my hand Is the reason the divide stands So tall So tall
When I talk to myself in the mirror I can't even look at myself See everything that I hate I wish it wasn't me
Pouring, pouring, yuh Pouring down, I could feel the rain again The way it dries, way it dries, and it settles in I got you under my skin If you're gonna be like this, then take it to the end Hard to say you never fell of the horse when shit bends But I'm so fucking petty, I just can't let that shit end But I talk to myself in the mirror I talk to myself in the mirror
I don't see a reason to bother, all of it's gonna end Back and forth, a teeter totter, circling again Another fucking pawn out of billions gone And if one of us got racks, but the other's debt maxed Call it efficiency, mental deficiency Fact of the matter is, you and i different, see And why to continue if none of it matters The room is a blur and my vision gets flatter This drink in my hand, a green bottle, heavyweight See in the mirror, as I ponder upon my fate I could be someone to fall, know that I give you my all Photographs up on the wall, now I'm awaiting your call Leaving me out in the hall And I drink again, hitting the drugs Only confronting the pain from above I could be somebody, taken aback I sit and I ponder, I look at the stack This drink is in my hand, a green bottle, heavyweight Fluid as the motion, can't afford to fucking wait This drink up in my hand, a green bottle, heavyweight Drink up in my hand, yuh, ay